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A Reader’s Open Letter To Iain Duncan Smith

December 2, 2015

Same Difference recieved this letter last night, from a reader who has asked to remain anonymous. It is an open letter to IDS. We thank the reader for sharing their thoughts with us, and for asking us to publish the letter.

Dear Iain Duncan Smith

I want to tell you about me and how you changed my life.

I worked since the age of 14. I started off as a part time waitress in a friend’s pub on weekends serving roast dinners. I always remember the thrill of being tipped £1 when I collected empty dishes. Back then that was a good tip. This taught me to save for things I wanted and instilled a working ethic into my soul. I moved on to serving in a corner shop as I got older and then serving in the pub when I was legally allowed to. All the while I remained in school. I studied hard for my GCSE’s and A Levels until one day I walked into the recruitment office in Newport to apply for the Army.

This started a 13 year journey for me. It was fascinating and I loved it. I took pride in my work because I knew it would save lives. I travelled and learned languages in my spare time due to working constantly with military from other countries. In what spare time I had I volunteered helping people with learning disabilities. My life was busy and hectic but I loved every minute. I got so much enjoyment and I felt fulfilled.

Then in a blink of an eye (literally) it all vanished. I sustained injuries, catastrophic injuries that changed my life. It is not important what happened or where as I do not want to distract from the point I am wanting to make here. But I went completely blind overnight. I had to deal with this on top of other injuries. While in Intensive care I suffered a major heart attack brought on by my injuries and my lungs were badly damaged where they will never fully recover. My whole life was wiped out but I stayed optimistic. I was still alive.

Over the next 3 years I worked harder than I ever had in my life. Learning to walk again. Learning to live without sight. From dressing myself to making a humble cup of tea. I had to learn to read and write again using Braille yet not once did it ever cross my mind this was it for me. As soon as I got the basics covered I started to think about returning to work. What jobs I could now do etc. The DWP offered no help and treated me as someone incapable of ever working again but I never stopped.

To cut a long story short I rebuilt my life and eventually became self employed working from home. To start earning my own money again felt fantastic. I felt whole again and nothing meant more to me than restoring my dignity. All went swimmingly until one day I am sat in my GPs office and my world fell apart. I had been feeling unwell for some time and now I was listening to my doctor talk to me about what lay ahead and listen to her arrange emergency appointments at the hospital. I had struck a triple whammy. One day I am going to the bowel cancer clinic, next I am going to the breast cancer clinic and then the skin cancer clinic. I sometimes wonder if all my injures were to blame but I faced it head on. After all I had been through worse. What followed was 18 months of hell.

Now I know you are assuming I am referring to how ill I was. The hospital and nurses etc were great even if the treatments and procedures were not. Even my housing officer offered to come with me sometimes so I would not have to face everything alone. But this was not the hell I am referring to.

The hell I am talking about is what you and your department did to me. The time I needed some help financially I was treated less than human. Once I had to get my local MP to intervene due to your staff laughing at me down the phone when I was requesting letters etc in Braille. I was made to feel humiliated on numerous occasions as I was literally begging for help to fill out forms as I could not see due to only printed formats available. I would have my benefits delayed, not weeks but months to be processed and in the mean time I had nothing to live on. I ran up debts for my utility bills and council tax etc and this confounded bedroom tax for a box room smaller than my toilet. When they were finally sorted I was sanctioned. Why? For spending too much time at the cancer units and not enough time looking for a job. Sanction after sanction after sanction. It felt as if I had become an easy target for your staff to make up their numbers. I had to start selling my furniture and belongings to keep a roof over my head. My friends were buying me food to help me eat. My GP was lecturing me for going for prolonged periods without food. I am not talking about the odd day but 7 days at a time. My recovery was seriously hampered by how ill I was becoming due to stress and starvation. By now I was sleeping on the floor as most of my belongings had been sold.. My gas had been disconnected so no heating or hot water. For several months I lived like this but it was spring then summer so it didn’t seem that bad.

Then winter followed Autumn and the temperatures plummeted. Whilst I had made a full recovery with everything else I was now in the cycle of becoming ill with chest infections due to the cold and low immune system from not eating. Then the cold came. I would wear 3 or 4 layers of clothes to try and keep warm. Sleeping on a freezing floor and the only hot meal I had was cuppa soups. My main meals were cuppa soups while you spend £40 of tax payers’ money on breakfasts.

After everything I had gone through and kept fighting, this was my lowest point. So low that just a few weeks ago I took an overdose. The one thing I swore I would never do, I did. I did not want to feel this painful cold anymore. Cold that hurt you to your bones. I did not want my stomach cramping anymore from not eating for days or feel the humiliation of having to use a food bank. I just felt humiliation and shame for what I had been reduced to.

I am glad to say I am now self employed again earning my own money. I am slowly rebuilding my home, replacing the furniture I had to sell to keep a roof over my head and having my boiler reconnected next week. None of this turnaround is down to you though. This is who I have always been. A worker. Someone who wants to be a part of society and wants to provide for themselves and I know I will be a success.

Life has thrown everything at me and not once did it break me or make me want to give up. But you did.

You made me feel life was not worth living anymore.
You and your policies.
You and your department.

10 Comments leave one →
  1. December 2, 2015 2:12 am

    this is one brave person going through all that they did but sadly ids wont read it and even if does he wont care as long as hes ok him and his mates in the conservative party dont care and never will

  2. Mr.Angry permalink
    December 2, 2015 8:28 am

    This article broke my heart this poor poor person, can not believe what she has been through. Why can’t the media use this as front page news as to what this evil government is doing to it’s own people.

    I wish this courageous woman every luck in the world and I am so glad she is managing to get back on her feet. She has my sincere sympathy for all she has suffered, I don’t know how she could compose herself so well whilst writing to that excuse of DNA.

    I will keep praying she stays well and things get better for as they could not have been any worse.

  3. Mary permalink
    December 2, 2015 9:50 am

    OMG Cannot comprehend what this person went through broke my heart to read it. It should be sent to Duncon Smith with Private and Confidential on the envelope.

    Should also be sent to the Daily Mirror they will publish it so that people can know what this Bastard is doing

  4. December 2, 2015 10:43 am

    Reblogged this on campertess and commented:
    This story brought tears to my eyes….. In all honesty I am gobsmacked.

  5. jaypot2012 permalink
    December 2, 2015 2:15 pm

    Reblogged this on Jay's Journal and commented:
    I have no words 😦

  6. jaypot2012 permalink
    December 2, 2015 2:17 pm

    I hope this letter is sent to newspapers and news-desks across the UK 😦

  7. Caza permalink
    December 3, 2015 5:07 pm

    OMG what a brave person and a fighter. I hope she succeeds and is able to rebuild her life without further mishaps.

  8. December 3, 2015 7:20 pm

    You are a brave lady thank you for sharing this I have been through a very bad situation for 35 years and unfortunately although I’ll never give in I’ll never fully recover but there is a very true saying what doesn’t kill yo names you stronger and it’s very true one day I will disclose what happened to me but not at the moment God give you strength x

  9. cmora permalink
    December 3, 2015 9:59 pm

    I am absolutey devastated after reading this ladie’s experiences with that monster IDS and is department, words could never express the sadness that i feel for this lady. I hope that he will read this sad story himself and when he is done he will chocke on his on vomit.IDS you are a sick MONSTER.

  10. December 20, 2015 10:43 am

    I have ‘liked’this, but actually it brought tears to my eyes.

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